Almost 27 Weeks Pregnant

Wow, I didn't realize that it has been so long since I have written anything! I've had a lot of changes since my last post. As most of you know, I'm pregnant. After several years of trying, my husband and I are finally excepting our first child.

This week has been an eventful week to say the least. I had hoped to work up until my due date. As it got closer, and I got bigger, I realized that maybe my due date wasn't a reality. But I had hoped to work closer to the date at least. But the pressure and stress of work put too much toll on my body. My dr put me on medical leave immediately as of this week. In addition I failed my 1 hour glucose test and had to go through the 3 hour test. By the way, that test was awful! But thankfully I passed the 3 hour test.

So now it's Friday and time to spend with weekend with HG. Little by little we are getting the house de-cluttered to make room for the little one. It's hard to believe that he'll be here in less then 3.5 months.

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